Frenemies in Current Events

My best friend got married yesterday to the man I set her up with. I was a bridesmaid and Tyler was the maid of honor. The bride left me out of all the planning because she gets me but Tyler was a flake because of who he is as a person. In case we forgot he was the guy I obsessed over in 2012 or so when OpenDiary shut down. Anyway I was suppose to have more time to get my revenge body but she pushed the wedding from 2020 to Yesterday because of her fathers health. Very noble of her. So proud of that decision. I went vegan and was so close to perfect skin when somebody accidentally fed me cream and I literally developed a giant pimple overnight. First blemish in weeks. Also because of the vegan diet I have been melting and I have been loosing the juicy ass I had a month ago. The melting is giving me some pretty defined abs though. Anyway I only wanted to feel perfect because Tyler was bringing his boyfriend and I wanted to be the one who was extra. He did not bring his boyfriend in the end and he had a moment during his speech where I noticed that his hands were shaking and he suddenly seemed so human to me. *You build people up and tear people down in your mind and they surprise you with how beautifully flawed and human they are at the core and you just kind of love them. * Literally just a me thing but It stirred up some old feelings that I did not even bother to drink away because I have had such a good grip on myself lately. Until today but that is a different story.