wtf guys in Second 1st

I hate drama.. sure I told you that before. Yesterday we got word that shift preference was opening up. Some 3-12s will want to try to get on 4-10.... some I saw grab that sheet I’m happy about others I’m not.

Marco got told a big whopping secret yesterday that has me a bit upset.... I have no idea why you would tell a secret to someone you barely talk to but… Nicole told Marco that her and William had slept together back in April. After my wedding he went to her house. WTF! He had left my wedding to go to his sons peewee baseball game. They apparently have been together off and on since then. Him being married. Him being one of my fave people at work. Him being one of those people who put in for 4-10s.

Marco being Marco and Nicole being Nicole I’m not sure it’s believable. I can’t risk asking William directly right now because Marco is the only one who “knows” though no one would be shocked because of previous rumors. I wouldn’t be shocked… just hurt. I’d need a new work crush and none of the other guys flirt with me as much. Granted I was talking to Mike and told him I needed to have a side hustle and he said “you could sell that pussy, I’d buy it”. Flirting with him is strange. He goes way far way too fast lol.

The Ghost Pillows showed up yesterday. The bed should be here in the next day or 2.

The Postmates package arrived. I’m excited and nervous. I’m unsure if I mentioned it or not but I’m looking to pay down this debt asap as I’m looking for an extremely flexible way to earn some other income. Something I can just decide to not do. Postmates and Doordash are like Ubereats. It’s food delivery as an independent contractor. Postmates doesn’t have any orientation. I plugged in some info last night and could have started right then. Doordash has an orientation but you can start as soon as it’s over. I don’t want to go alone BUT if I go to the on boarding session Monday I can work the afternoon while Rocky sleeps and we can go out and do it again Wednesday if he’s up for it. Then I should have built up enough confidence to do it alone on Thursday if I want. I’ve seen videos of folks making 70 in 3 hours during dinner. My car gets great mpg so I wouldn’t be putting too much back in… then eat before we leave… take a snack..... I want this to work.