'oh that's ok' money. in 2017. got it.

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right so like i mentioned. By the time valerie had called I’d already spent the money my mom had given me. and so when I called valerie back and told her this she went ‘oh that’s ok’. no. See again another reason i meet w/ her so we can go to like king’s or wherever it is that has a self checkout usually king’s and i can spend the money there. cause again i really like self checkouts. so meeting w/ her isn’t really actually about her at all.
in a way.ok now that I know we’re apparently still meeting.in a way yes again i’m getting what i want. [all the odds are in my favor.as usual. of course] just not how i want it. which is the other thing this is about. See back when I thought it would be awhile before we met again i thought i’d still have 3 more wks. of going out on Mon. and after those 3 wks. then we’d switch days. but no apparently not. yeah i could go out earlier. but ya know what i’m not willing to do that. cause. anxiety so...........yeah no that’s not happening. but ya know that’s fine.