Why do I drink in Done drinking.

I’m drunk of course. It’s going to kill me at this rate. Why does my younger brother get what he wants. All I want is a small house smaller then a double wide put out buy the barn where myself and my dog can live without my nephew. One bedroom a bath room small kitchen and a living room the can fit a fold out couch. That’s all I need. That’s all I have in Florida when I go for the winter which I’m doing again this year. Only thing in Florida I don’t have is a real stove and oven.

My brother who also doesn’t work rents a whole fucking house. Where I just want something small by my horses. If I had that I might not even go to Florida for the winter. I’m tired of living with a little kid.

I have never wanted kids and have always found them annoying. Now that the nephew is 6 I can’t stand being in this house. If my horses weren’t here I would have left a long time ago. But with the barn and 50 acres I just can’t. The land is divided up and all I want is to put my own place up.