Sausage party in Adventures in paradise

Well, this entry is or isn’t what you think it’s about. I went and saw ‘Sausage Party’ at the movies last night with Vish, James, Amar and Carly.
Carly actually ran into some friends of hers who had just come ot of seeing the film and told us, “You won’t be disappointed,” and to “Stay until the end.”
I thought it was hilarious and very clever LOL. No-one else liked it as much as I did, but I saw them laughing. Vish had no idea what he was seeing and I was worried what he might think of it, being a vegetarian, but he seemed alright lol. Carly reckons it was a total “boys film”, which it is. The guys seated behind us were cracking up laughing. But then again, I was too. Now I’m wondering if I should have found it as funny as I did. Does that make me immature? LOL.
I’d even go as far to say that it’s one of the best films I’ve seen this year :P
We stayed until the end (like after the credits), but there was nothing there, so we’re not sure what those guys meant.
Just don’t take your kids to see it haha.

Carly offered to pick me up, which was nice of her. I invited her thinking that she’d probably be busy, but surprisingly she was free and the boys got to see her again, so that was good too. I’ve seen her a few more times than the boys have, so they were stunned at how good she looked. Vish asked her how much weight she’s lost and she said, “40kg” (88 pounds). Vish is wanting to lose weight too and asked her what her secret was, and she goes, “Don’t eat food from a packet.”
Ha! That’s pretty much it hey?

Unfortunately, I felt very sick all of a sudden just before Carly picked me up. I’m not sure what it was, but when I got up off of my bed, I had that dreaded feverish death-feeling and I suddenly thought it was freezing cold, even though I’m sure it wasn’t as cold as I’d thought it was.
I’d pre-bought some snack foods that I was gonna sneak into the cinema (waaaay cheaper) but because of the way I was feeling, I ended up leaving them in the fridge back at home and just bought a bottle of water when I was there.
I’d completely wrapped myself up in my big jacket that I’d bought from London and a thick shirt, and that seemed to just be enough to keep me warm to fend off whatever this was. I know I had eaten a block of chocolate earlier and that MUST have been what was making me feel like shit, so I wasn’t about to put anything else into my system. I also think it could have been the herbal pills I took a few days earlier, but I’ll leave that for a fav’s only entry I think, because that’s a whole other story.
It scares me that as I seem to get older, eating simple things like chocolate, my body is like ‘nup!’. Normally I am fine, but I think I’d probably just had a little too much and not enough nutritional value.
As soon as I got home from the late-night movie session, I cooked up a midnight steak and some steamed vegetables with some juice. Hopefully it would get me through the night. I put the spare blanket on my bed too. Thankfully, the way I was feeling seemed to subside, and as I sit here now eating breakfast and typing this, I seem to feel okay too. I was seriously worried that I may have to call in sick for the rest of this week because of the feeling I had. Thankful to have today off, and I should be okay, just gonna be cautious… and old lol.

I had a rather full-on Snapchat conversation with Luke when I got into bed. We were just messaging back and forth. We’ve definitely gone in different directions over the last 10 years since we dated, him the relationship-path and me the, well, single path LOL. We have similar situations in that our families are generally terrible families toward us. Like, if I had a kid, I wouldn’t even DREAM to treating them anything close to how I’ve been made to feel over the years.

I literally have to try and think hard about when my last relationship was, and I think it was with Josh at least 8 years ago. I know I was dating him when I lived in the upstairs room in this house, and I’ve been her for 8 years, so it must have been at least that long ago.
Kinda depressing LOL. But I actually really enjoy being single and doing my own thing. Yeah, the idea of a boyfriend does appeal to me, but it would have to be a boyfriend who loved me for me and wasn’t a complete control freak, because that just does not work for me. That’s one thing about my Saggitarius starsign that I do completely agree with. We need to feel free, and to me, a relationship almost always seems to feel like someone is keeping me caged, and that is not a good way to think about these sorts of things.
Like, if I had a boyfriend, and I went to hang out with friends, but was then getting messages/phone calls every few minutes asking when I’d be home, where I am, how late it is, blah blah blah, I would go absolutely insane.
And I think that’s why being single works so well for me.
Having said that, I’m still a complete activist for marriage equality in my country. I’m flabbergasted that we still don’t have it. For what is otherwise a pretty “Cool-mum”-country.
As soon as this mentality fucks off that gays aren’t equal to straights, then gay people might feel like they belong and are normal, and once they feel they are normal, there mightn’t be this dark-matter stigma when it comes to them wanting to marry someone they love.
it just drives me batty.
And yeah, that might happen to me one day. I never know. I just need someone to ‘get’ me, and obviously I need to ‘get’ them. I still love that comment I got once back on OpenDiary where someone said, “Once you might the right penis, the rest of the penises won’t matter.” LOL. Yep.

So that was a bit of a D&M-way to close out my night, but thankfully I was able to keep warm in my sleep and I’m gonna get outside and get some Vitamin D today.

Last updated August 16, 2016