Another loss in Pridesafiordilabbra
- March 15, 2016, 11:52 p.m.
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So over the weekend another high school friend lost her battle with drugs. She overdosed on heroin at 34.
The friend who hung her herself had a a public wake this week her sister a good friend stayed at my parents house with her son. I wish I could have been there for her. The last month has been so shitty.
One person hangs herself valentines night. And less than a month later anothe of heroin overdose.
It is so fucking sad. All these people my age are dying. They were 33 and 34 plus the friend that died in a house fire last summer was the brother of the one who hung herself.
I have been asking my gods why is this happening to the people I went to school with. It’s not fair. I feel like shit some days wishing it was me and not them. I never expected to make it to 21. With my multiple suicide attempts. The latest two girls left behind young children. At least I don’t have any.
I haven’t cut in the last 4-5 days but I have been constantly drunk. Was sober this morning so went and got grain for the horses and got lunch at subway.
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