Quick Update in meh...

Pop up restaurant event is happening this weekend.
Not really nervous, but I want to be well advanced in the prepared department.

Have had some trying times with my son.
I had to leave work early because he was feeling so stressed out that he told another student he considered killing himself and he meant it. He said that leading up to and since he’s turned 18, I’ve been treating him differently and I’m part of why he feels that way. I’ve only spoken about this to one other person. I can’t really bear to talk about it much. I need to call his doctor and make an appointment and speak to her about options. I cried and it broke my heart to know he feels this way.

I’m concerned about my daughter and the relationship she is in. That’s all I will say about that for now.

Trying to work on an assignment for school and can’t really wrap my mind around it. I’m going to turn it in tomorrow. Working on it now (well before I started with this).

I’ve been going to see my mother and to help her out on the weekends. I don’t mind it. I just have to make sure I have plenty of gas. It’s a nice trip.

My body is falling apart. My left forearm is in pain and I don’t know why. My tailbone is feeling stiff all of a sudden. Well something at the base of my ass crack is feeling stiff. I feel better when I stand up or move around, but then my knees are shit. I’m fat. That’s my problem.

A coworker passed away. A former coworker passed away. Then a bunch of celebrities passed away. I absolutely hate it. Now my phone battery has passed away.

Didn’t eat breakfast. Need to eat breakfast sometime. Got some noodles for lunch. Had jerk/curry chicken and rice for dinner. I blended the two together and rubbed them in. The skin on the chicken got crispy and it was so good.

I’ve been cooking pancakes in my griddle pan with coconut oil and using vanilla in the mix. It was good.

That’s all I have at the moment.

Be kind to one another. Please.

Kindest regards for the human race,
Sister