2:50 PM
So I tried this product I found on Amazon called “Dream leaf”. I tried the alternative method which says take the red pill the first night and the blue pill the 2nd (because the first method involved waking up 4 hours later to take the red pill) also on the 2nd night I took about 2-3 10 mg of melatonin and I entered the dream world. At first it was a normal non lucid dream, I was standing next to this white 2 story house and I had a ladder in my hand looking up at the open window and this ladder was one of those single sides ones you put on the wall to climb up but instead I put it perfectly vertical not attached to anything and started climbing and I set my hands on the final rung and looked over at the window about to jump through it and I stopped myself and my train of thought and I looked forward and said “wait, this doesn’t feel right.” “I think I am dreaming....” “Yeah I am dreaming.” and then I said I was going to find out for sure so I stood with my feet on the last rung with perfect balance and stared at the ground. I did have 2nd thoughts however I jumped head first anyway and I started to fly and I flew higher and higher and I was in the clouds, I flew over cities, forests, beaches and the ocean and I changed the sky to dusk with beautiful purple and orange clouds. Finally I “woke up” but it was in a different dream and this time I didn’t realize I was dreaming.
A couple of days ago I couldn’t sleep for the night, I had insomnia that night and I thought hey maybe a glass of jack will help. I didn’t have that much yet I still got drunk and I couldn’t fall asleep either, the next day I am very tired and i get very very sick. Hot and cold sweats all day, I threw up a few times. That night though I had some of the best sleep of my life, I slept for around 14 hours or so and had a super long non-lucid dream that was awesome. Last night I had the lucid dream and I couldn’t believe it. I don’t know how I did it either, I was on top that ladder and I was thinking about something and somehow Its like my real self just interjected and stopped my thoughts and said “Your Dreaming.” This gives me hope for the future of my dreaming, it was amazing. Anyway, I have started watching the walking dead again, I only watched the first season before but I watched it over again and now I am on the 2nd season. Today honestly though I just feel really depressed.
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