8:20 PM
So all I have been doing for the past few days has been playing the new call of duty. I feel that it is better then the last one and I am actually enjoying it. For some reason I just don’t want to write in my diary, I have lost interest. But don’t worry, as long as I am alive I will write an entry every so often, i’m not the type that would disappear and make everyone worry. My Australian friend contacted me and I played for some time with him and watched youtube vids with him, he said that over the past month he has been studying for major tests and he said they are almost over. In the middle of writing this my mother came in and mentioned something about my piggy bank, it was almost full, I asked her if she had any change she could put in and she had a jar with some in, it filled my piggy bank up to the top and not all could fit in there. tomorrow I will take it in and if its over 100 dollars my mother requested 20 of it, I will put the rest in my emergency fund as it is draining. Also I have decided that whatever money I have left over after a month is going in there as well.
I went to the eye doctor and had my eyes dilated which I hate and I couldn’t read for several hours and had a hard time seeing. We almost got into an accident because my mother wasn’t paying attention when turning into walmart and this car kept coming, if I didn’t say something they would have hit each other. I braced myself...... I bought some diet pills, I weigh over 400 pounds and I really don’t want to end up in a wheel chair, i’m at the point where I will do anything. I am also going to try to ween myself off of my sleeping pills by taking melatonin. I have been pretty happy today and yesterday but the day before was severe depression. Some days I am all over the place but today I have been pretty stable. I have been seeing my current eye doctor since I was very little, she preformed eye surgery on my left eye to correct a lazy eye when I was very little and she even keeps a small picture of me from when I was a little boy in one of her rooms. We talked today and I told her about how I cannot work and I don’t have insurance, and about my disabilities. It was good seeing her, she never ages and still looks as young as ever. I haven’t decided yet if I wanted to get the new Fallout game “fallout 4”, I do somewhat like the games and their lore but they really need to work on the graphics because that’s what gets me.
Thats all I can think of for now. 
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