2:45 PM
That time above is the time I should have been at my meeting with my therapist, after not seeing her for about a month.... But today is literally a blizzard outside, it is 33 degrees, it feels like 22 degrees, it is snowing madly and my car is already covered. I had planned on actually going to my meeting because I have several things I wanted to talk about however the moment I stepped out side I changed my mind. My car was completely covered in snow, my shoes are pretty bad so I almost fell several times (I will take responsibility for that one) And I realized that I don’t want to risk my life for therapy and besides, I am doing pretty good right now.
I walked back inside and called the office and told them I couldn’t make it, I had to call again because I forgot that I did not have another appointment set up and her next opening is December 7th! Oh well. I have been wanting to quit my Zolipidem (Ambien) use because I realized that at this point I am addicted and I need it to sleep every single night. I tried last night but I started getting really paranoid, I couldn’t sleep etc. So I just took one and fell asleep.. I don’t know. I am addicted to Ambien.... The good thing is, I haven’t developed tolerance for it so I still only need one pill.
Been watching Death Note again and also a show called Legends which is very good. Also been playing WWE 2k16 and watching wwe, Seth Rollins the main guy got injured, he basically murdered his knee when he botched a move and tore everything that could be torn in his knee so he is out for a while. I have irritable Bowel Syndrome and it really messes up my stomach, after I eat and sometimes randomly it feels like my insides have rusted and are grinding together...... I guess thats it for now.
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