Today’s been a good day. I wrote an earlier entry today and aside from being sad while talking to his mom today and reliving the hurt and why I was forced to move forward, it has been positive. Not dancing around the room positive but I walked on my lunch, just under 3km to pick up a veggie wrap and water for my lunch, and I have been able to function at work. Received a text from him saying it was OK for me to keep the movie I had out in his name until Monday and I thought, “That’s pretty thoughtful since he knows I’m going to be alone without the kids this weekend” but didn’t immediately respond to him. When I did I politely told me he didn’t have to keep buying and paying for things like that and then BANG! he responds with the text, “I’m going away next weekend”.
I froze. I don’t know what to say. This translates to, “I’m going away to sleep with the woman I left you for”. I knew it was coming, I need to get ready for this transition. He’s being kind now because they haven’t solidified their relationship but that is not going to last forever. I need to be strong about this. I replied asking if the kids would still be able to reach him if they needed him to which he said yes. I let him know that I preferred contact be restricted to just about the kids and the house because I couldn’t handle him purposefully sharing his plans with her in order to hurt me further. No reply. Secretly I hope the kids need him 60 times next weekend. What an asshole thing to do by telling me he was going away.
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