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So I’m thinking of canceling my counselling appointment for tomorrow. I’ve only been once and it was a rough session full of emotion last week but this weekend has been good. Full of positives ...

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Today’s been a good day. I wrote an earlier entry today and aside from being sad while talking to his mom today and reliving the hurt and why I was forced to move forward, it has been positive. ...

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Friday. My first full weekend away from the kids. They’re going tonight to stay at their Nana’s with their Daddy until Sunday afternoon. I’m not upset about it yet but they haven’t left either...

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I’m so torn. I’m going to start my first counselling session later this morning. I need to pour out my thoughts and my pain to someone else to help me rationalize and learn to cope better with ...

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My motives are twisted. In everything I do. I couldn’t pull myself together to go to work this morning. I sat at my desk and I cried. I wrote an entry here, feeling like if I put my feelings ...

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How do I start? How do I start to deal with the hurt and the pain his leaving has caused? I’m so torn between holding on and letting go. My heart wants more than anything for him to see that s...

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