7:20 PM
This is the first time in about 3 weeks-a month where I am writing this first on My-Diary instead of Easy Diary, just a personal note.
I have been feeling mixed today with some high’s and some lows and I was feeling a little sick earlier but now I feel fine. I didn’t go anywhere today and I should have, I had a broken nights sleep, the first night of my experiment didn’t turn out the way I wanted however I did dream and for me thats part of my goal. You know in the cartoons in science labs they have people in this large tank of water asleep hooked up to equipment to support life? Sometimes I wish that was me, forever in the dream world where I can be happy and have anything without worry.
I spent all of the day about 70% watching Code Geass (Anime) 25% Solitaire and 5% trying to play chess and checkers, though I have more luck with checkers I do not get chess at all and it is a shame because it is a game of intellectuals and I sometimes consider myself an intellectual. My mother has been feeling sick today, she had been zapped recently for a kidney stone and has a stint in and she thinks its making her sick. She asked if I wanted Arby’s for supper and I said yes, then she asked me to go get it for which I regretfully refused. I was at a low point of the day both in mood and I wasn’t psychically feeling good. At this point I regret not going and doing this for her but I cannot do anything about it now.
That depression poem for which I wrote on my diary back on June 21st 2015 (06/21/15) I posted it on my diary and another diary site I use because I felt it was time. I have a couple more episodes of Code Geass to watch so I will leave you all be.
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