My parents really need to get their shit together. I’m so tired of constantly hearing about their money problems!!! I talked to my Mom earlier and apparently my Dad is gonna go pawn their lawnmower because they don’t have enough gas for my Mom to get to work. PAWN THEIR LAWNMOWER!!! Like, really?! It’s just ridiculous that they tell me about it but I know they do because they are hoping I offer to help even though they know I haven’t worked in 2 weeks and I have bills that are behind! It’s just such bullshit they are they pushing 60 and they still live like broke college kids! Good God!
I just really wish that my Mom would have worked for the past 2 years and that my Dad would get a job, even if it’s part time it would be a big help. It’s just sad that he’s still in the mindset that everyone else should figure out how to help them. I was talking to my Mom on the phone and he just kept talking over me because I wasn’t offering to help. My Dad has this thing where he shows as little respect as possible unless you are trying to help! You are only as good as the last time you’ve helped and if you are about it, then you mean nothing to him!!!
All I’ve ever done is help my parents and do everything I can but I just can’t do it anymore. After years of ending up with bills on my credit because they didn’t pay them, letting them pawn my shit and not get it back, and helping with chunks of money just to never see it again, I feel like I’ve done my share!!! It’s just sad that they continue to live like this because they don’t care enough to do what they need to do! It just makes me angry and sad all at once.
I’ve managed to gain back about 10 pounds in the past 2 weeks because I’ve just been super stressed out and stopped caring. I also haven’t been able to eat healthy due to limited funds so now I deal with not feeling good and my back hurting because I’ve eaten so much fast food, candy, and soda for 2 weeks. Ugh, I just have to figure out how to stay consistent on a diet and get this weight off me. I’m hoping that I’ll be able to get back to the gym, provided my schedule allows it. I also have to pay the bill. I’m going to pay my car insurance in the next couple of days once I start making money.
I’m happy to be off today to just relax and sleep. I’ve been massively tired because of my period and I’ve actually slept really good the past few days. I plan to get a nap today too.
I’m also concerned that my Mom is getting a car through the same place I got mine and if she doesn’t make her payments, it’s my good name on the line. They are only doing it because of me and my good payment history so if I end up embarrassed because she doesn’t pay her shit, I’m going to flip the fuck out. I’m sick of my parents never paying their bills and when it ends up making me look bad, I get really angry. I’m sorry that they don’t have a lot of money and people can’t keep jobs but she’s going to have to this time because there’s not gonna be another chance for a car.
Anyways, I’m going to take a nap.
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