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OP∆ #046 - Lump in my Throat · Target P2/ C1 / R2 in These Foolish Things

  • June 29, 2026, 2:52 a.m.
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June 28, 2026

Not writing enough. I know writing this out will make me feel better/different/some kind of way.

It was a lovely weekend. I wish I had another day that was a lovely as my weekend was.

Sometimes I walk around all day with a lump in my throat. It’s the strangest feeling and I can’t put my finger on it. Saturday morning started out that way for whatever reason.

I slept in a little for me (until 6:30), got the dog and went to the city trail, and that always feels good, but I was sad-ish.

But then I went to brunch with Lovely Leah and it literally turned my whole weekend around. She is an angel of a human, and she has every reason to be deep in a hole of despair (her daughter died of a drug overdose at 20, then the father of that daughter committed suicide because he couldn’t take it anymore, her extended family relies on her…the list goes on), and she reminded me angels are everywhere. They are watching over me just as hers are watching over her.

You all know that I believe that with my whole heart, right? Through all of my issues and struggles, I’ve run into angels in human form and absolutely know that I have protection of some kind by angels at all times.

Lovely reminded me that I need to keep calling on them and that I need to be very specific.

Remember I manifested this whole move and this whole job and this loft…but I do think that I may not have been specific enough with my manifestations and requests and asks of the universe, God, and my angels.

I have a lot of work to do.

My thoughts on the mantras of the coming week:

  • I am the eye of the storm; I am calm when chaos swirls around me
  • Everything comes easy to me: my morning workout, my commutes to and from work, the work that I am doing with the characters I am doing it with, my relationships with humans and animals, and love is coming easily to me (though I do need to get specific about that as well, ha!)
  • Success happens wherever I put my effort
  • Money flows to me effortlessly in regular ways and in surprising ways
  • I can see beauty in everything
  • I am healthy and strong - so very strong!
  • Cornerlight Studio (my loft) is my sanctuary and my happy place

I’m also looking forward to this being a short week. We get Friday off for the 4th of July.

And we’ll be moving into yet another NEW month!

And July already feels like it’s over because I have so much going on with work and travel (two days in NYC/NJ and 15 days in India then China) pretty much knocks out the whole month of July!

Thinking of ways I might be able to post while I’m traveling. I’ve been able to do that before, so I’m thinking about it. I know I’m going to be dog-tired, but I miss staying in touch.

Ok. Better get going. Monday morning comes early. Very early.

I’m going to head to bed where I will work on manifesting a love affair on my travels.

XOX
GS


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