God I want some fuckin’ booze right now.
I’m not upset or anything, just have a strong desire for the drink right now.
No one is answering texts…
White knuckle ride…
Update:
I’m feeling better. Two friends messaged me back and talked me from the ledge.
The cravings…
They come very few these days but when they do come I feel like an exposed nerve. I’ll wrap my arms around myself cause I don’t want to be touched or near anyone. And I get very moody. Very very moody.
It’s difficult to beat with and difficult for those around me.
Ugh…

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