Feeling a bit downtrodden and disheartened today.
We were counting on Rick’s tax return money, but lo and behold, they took the federal money for past taxes, and the state money is in peril. That’s rent.
Rick was asked to model out a reproduction architectural accent for a historic theater in Orange County that is undergoing a major restoration. He only has to recreate the design of the original piece, which he only has two very old pictures of and measurements of. He asked for 3-400 for the one design. Two days of work on his computer.
It’s a great opportunity, but it is a drop in the bucket in terms of rent money. I am trying to work through pain, fatigue, and daily nausea from the freaking chemo meds. But every time I sit at my desk to draft listings for the selling platforms, I am feeling like it’s futile right now. Normally, I would listen to my body, and if I was not feeling up to it, I would take a (long) break to rest. I don’t have a lot of inventory that will net me over 20 or 30 dollars each, so I am feeling QUITE uninspired and not excited at all.
I just got out of therapy. It was THE most emotional session I have had with Lauren, and I am really not ok. Not going to even bother finishing this entry, because it really doesn’t matter.
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