I guess I observe more than I should. I will find myself listening to conversations around me or reading these entries wishing I could be in the same room with people when their creativity is landing on these pages.
One observation I’ve had with 2 types of people. One who is so hungry for affection with no one to share it with and the other - the person with a companion and the 2 are two different pages where one is hungry for affection and the other is over it.
Take me, for example - I have people around me 24/7 and I still experience loneliness. I’ve tried to explain it but no one gets it. All I’m asking for is a few moments where someone just sits with me and doesn’t have to say anything - just sit there. Everyone is too busy. Everyone says - there’s things that need to be done. I agree, there is but at the same time can I be one of those priorities - just once?
I get it - I am a guy. I’m supposed to be tough. I’m supposed to swallow the pain and use it to conquer something. My marketing manager keeps having me post these tiktok videos of 15 seconds of real talk - and stories about my childhood… But they write the script. I say - it’s not exactly that way and they say - it doesn’t have to be as long as it’s relatable.
A weird thought comes to mind. What if the person you are with is not your soulmate and you ultimately pass the person more suited for you daily and neither of you ever find out? That’s a dark rabbit hole that will keep you up at night.
So, I have faith that someone with more insight than I have has already worked it out and the previous statement is not true.... But what if it is?
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