I want to personally thank the two PB’ers who stayed up talking to me Monday night to make sure I didn’t do anything brash. If I was still a drinking man I guarantee I would have hurt myself and ended up in the hospital. All because of the guilt for backing over Snowball. I’m feeling better but still incredibly sad. He was a white cat with a black tail and a sliver over half a black moustache in his fur. He’d always be one of the first to greet me when I came outside with kitty food. Wasn’t even a full year old. 😭
The cat rescue lady came by at ten AM. We got the five kittens into the cage but Ginger got scared of the lady and ran off. We both agreed to try again tomorrow (today, a few hours from now.) I put the kittens back in their nest and went inside. Gingy came back like five minutes later.
I laid down around noon to try and get more sleep but that didn’t work out. My aunt ended up calling for a ride. She took her car into the dealership to get fixed. Mom and I went out to pick her up and our car was kicking up a message for low tire pressure. I asked the guy to check out what was going on. Turns out I had a screw in my tire. My aunt started bombarding me with questions about what’s wrong with the tire, they won’t inflate it for free (they will) then started bitching about the cost of a new tire.
I snapped.
I turned around from the driver seat and chewed her out that the “fucking tire has to be fixed either way.” Well…she got mad at me and stormed off saying she’ll walk home. Folks, it takes me forty minutes just from my house to get to her place in the boonies. Good fucking luck, ya bitch. So I called out to Mom to stop her and went to talk to the service tech. $27 patch.
Easy peasy.
Afterwards I went into the service lobby and my aunt told me, “I would have walked home and it wouldn’t phase me one bit.”
I’m tired, I haven’t slept much in the last few days, very emotionally distraught and the LAST FUCKING THING I NEED IS SOMEONE I’M DOING A FAVOR FOR BITCH ME OUT.
So I told her I would have gone home and gone back to sleep and her plight wouldn’t phase me one bit. She shut her mouth after that.
Anywho, on the ride home after dropping her off Mom said that my cousin and aunt need to do something about their vehicle situation, that calling us literally last minute when they’re needing to go somewhere is getting old.
We got back home about 4:30 and both promptly fell asleep for a few hours.
After I got up around 7:40 I went and picked us up some takeout Chinese. After eating I went back to sleep till about two-ish AM. Got up to watch some YouTube and have a few smokes.
I’m going to try and catch a few more hours of sleep now.
I’m super tired and absolutely sick of dealing with the world currently.
Mom wants to get up and run a bunch of errands we’ve had to put off thanks to my aunt needing us the last two days. I’d rather much hide here under my blanket till Trump nukes us.
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