Today has been charmed.
Just, all of it.
Listening to Reality Transurfing has been a trip and a half- its like listening to the methodology recipe I didn’t know existed for the last 2 years of my life. It has confirmed and affirmed my own observations and intuitions about what is going on.
There are too many things to count. The first entries in my book Meditations goes through a rundown.
And now I’m in a testing phase. An okay, see how do you like it when structures that support you are swept by the wayside? How do you like it when you’re blamed? Will you take all this guilt? Haha, well it had me there for quite an intense moment. And it was intense. I don’t know how I knew it, but I knew that it was somehow my fault. Not my husband’s experience, per-se, but the fact that he was in jail and terminated from his job and denied unemployment… It really seemed there for a long stretch that I had really taken that on.
Then I remember. Oh, you sly dog, you. I think back even to a week before and I laugh. I feel silly! Not in a judgemental way, but in a truly-very truly- humorous way. I take myself so seriously. Some of us do.
Anyway, today there was some random money in an account I had forgotten about. It was enough to cover some bills that are coming due. And, today in the mail we received a new flag and a nice note from a would be friend.
It just goes to show that worry about money for the sake of money is pointless and futile. The only thing money is good for is to be a poor representative of the thing we truly want. And it is indeed, a poor representative! Money for its own sake is the descent into Hell itself.
Also, I have wanted a greenhouse for some time, now. Today I converted our old kennel into a frame to support the greenhouse plastic. Only cost 10$ for all the wood, can you believe it?! Tomorrow I will lay the plastic over it and staple it down. The next couple days I’ll make some cob from the dirt we e been shoveling out of the basement and line the entire base and back sides, for better thermal retention. I might frame in a window too, for some ventilation. 🤔
Life is good. Even when it’s not. There is always something to be grateful for 🌄
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