I’m not the same person.
I’m in my Karen era. Maybe this is my toxic male era? I have no patience for anything right now. I keep snapping at people. I woke up enraged about work. Why am I even thinking about work off the clock?
My program was nothing when I started. I built it from the ground up while my coordinator got the salary and credit. Currently, I am holding the program together by myself because he hasn’t replaced the other mentor who quit in September. We even lost him in the program since they gave him a second program to run. We all have to present our programs in a couple of weeks to some politicians. I will be doing that solo, while everyone is fully staffed. I am going to have the best presentation, and everyone is going to be praising my coordinator for it when he had nothing to do with it. That’s what my whole work life has been.
I’m doing a 10-hour shift today because they want me in some stupid training, and I refuse to abandon my kids for it. I can’t run group programs because I have no support. We have 20 kids to see, and I am spreading myself so thin trying to be present for them. I am tired of tolerating excuses.
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