A little suffering is good for the soul
I’m on day 3 of a 5-day fast. I’m on day 9 of quitting caffeine. I have to remind myself why I’m doing this.
That shaman I saw in February, he didn’t know it, but he modernized shamanism. This spiritual talk about energies and frequencies is for creeple with extra chromosomes. He named these energies. They’re just stress hormones. I don’t have room for dopamine or serotonin when adrenaline and cortisol have flooded my system. The vagus nerve is the journey. His solution was ancient wisdom, but we have modern problems. I’m not going to sage away microplastics. I’m not going to manifest away EMFs. So I quit coffee. I switched to green tea, which I quit 9 days ago. Now I am aiming to clean out my insides. The light at the end of the tunnel is that my health issues will slowly correct themselves. If I support the healing process (symptoms).
The acupuncturist I see for colon hydrotherapy wanted me on this fast. I happened to have a 5-day weekend, so no excuses. She gave me biofilm to take 4-5x a day, then I purge it the next morning with a coffee enema.
I was surprised to have more material coming out while on a fast than I ever did before. This is everything that was backed up. The biolfilm is stripping away everything along the way. It is disgusting, but better out than in. Plastics, metals, dead proteins, bacteria, parasites, are all coming out.
My gut health is poor. My vagus nerve is not prioritizing digestion, so this shaman got the last laugh in the end. I added somatic work to my battle plan. The liver has over 500 functions so that’s over 500 symptoms. It’s swollen and sluggish. I’m trying to correct this systemic issue. The somatic work will teach my nervous system that it is safe. It is in survival mode. Then Bible says to not be afraid 365 times. This locks us in our root chakra.
Disease is not caught, they’ve never qualified that claim. It is created by toxic burden and nutritional deficiencies. We’ve never been exposed to so much toxic waste. Ancient medicines stopped working, because we are suppressing our symptoms with either allopathy or natural supplements. People are being held together by petroleum based pharmaceuticals in the end.
This fast and detox is only scratching the surface. There is no silver bullet. Health isn’t supposed to be salvation. It’s not something we are supposed to chase. Healthcare is the new one world religion we were all warned about. We cannibalize the cells and tissues of “partially aborted” babies via vaccines to ward off possession of something never discovered in nature. Then we create the disease states we all know and love by suppressing the symptoms that are trying to remove the waste and repair the damage.
This fast sucks. This is not a good time. I ache everywhere, I cannot stay warm, and my energy levels are so low I am basically bed ridden. This is just fine. I wanted a few days in bed. Now I have it. The fasts only get easier. My body can adapt. My nervous system is still flexible. I just have to flex it.
In the misery, in the boredom, all the suppressed emotions are bubbling up as well. This is not a horror show. I have so much clarity right now, that I can purge those with a lot more ease. Bless you ketones. While I’m suffering, it’s making me want to live so much bigger. That is the silver lining.
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