Oh how I love the honeymoon phase. I don’t remember who coined this phase of change, but it is always best when change is confirmed and, the energy for the next cycle is steadily accumulating.
I don’t know what exactly cycle is spooling up within me-maybe it’s one of many, or many-and there is something truly divine about not knowing and allowing the Spirit and universe and everything to hold and guide me.
What’s more, I suddenly feel so powerful in openness to change. It’s a power in humility-a recognition that as I allow and accept the world without reservation, so it must also accept me. And this is where my focused attention has it’s power exponentially multiplied. Because the clarity of attention and the depth of focus is exactly the energy behind attention which creates the universe.
Today, I really felt that moment- when I would have closed down, resented, become, withdrawn, if not in fact, then emotionally/energetically, I chose instead to accept and stand on the endge of that precipice; neither choosing to be closed to the opportunity nor agree with it fully. Either agreement or rejection are a hard turn into one fork of reality or another. Choosing presence through acceptance of the opportunity and being in feeling, creates for me a vortex of power which I feel flowing endlessly.
For me that invite came through a (cliche though it is) road construction worker calling from across the street, calling me “babe”-! And offering some small concern. I felt the tightness in my body, the tension, the resentment. I felt all of it. But I also felt another invitation - the one to agree and fawn, to be an airhead and masquerade femininity. I felt them both, and chose neither. Instead I stood in the middle, feeling all of the pushing and pulling from either side and in the center, found a perfectly genuine place to plant my beingness
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