Welp the you are over 40 talk happened and the great boob squish was scheduled. Of course for my birthday last month haha, They had a cancelation. So it came back abnormal on the left with 3 or 4 masses. Lovely.
Today I had my follow up squish and scan. A much meaner squish haha. But it was done and they told me 24 hour for my results. Within 2 hours they were in my portal. Lumps appear benign and have >5% chance of being cancerous. Yay for 10 years of breastfeeding ( not a joke, it was over 10 years) So that is great.
I had a mole check done seeing my mom has skin cancer and the derm said that one looks fine but given my freckly nature, mom with skin cancer and age ect. I need a H2T check. So get naked and up close and personal with the derm. lovely. Thats tomorrow.
OF COURSE im sick too. Like full on sore throat, snotty sick. And they have a 48 hr cancelation minimum. Less then that they charge you 100 and you cant go in for 2 years. So guess who is going to get naked with a derm tomorrow. Thats right. They better make that office nice and warm because im freezing at 75 right now
So H left, I think i mentioned it, she went to school. Shes been texting me seeing if she can come back part time. But the thing is, the last month she wasnt really working. And part time isnt overly going to cut it. Shes desperate an feels like she may have to drop out of the college she JUST started if she cant find work, which i KNOW isnt my responsibility But im also like, shes a 22 year old dumb kid who quit her job thinking she could find another fast and hasnt. CEO already said no but shes texting again. T said block her but that feels shitty too.
Although my new girl isnt really cutting it either. Like she came, started training, got sick, out 4 days. ok. Came 4 days, grandma was injured, shes been out since last week now. Shes at 48 hours off and 30 hours worked and this is her third week, One of which is a paid holiday.
I told her I need to see her tomorrow and see if shes actually WANTING this job. I get shit happens. Lord knows do I get it, AND we need a full time person. My other girls are like when is she out of training. Gals shes barely STARTED. So i get to have THAT talk tomorrow. and i feel like shit.
Advil, sudefed, afrin, nothing is working. I ended up taking some older antibiotics. This came on SO fast. Literally after work I was fine, and by bedtime my nose was running, throat was hurting... all night sucked. I dont believe ill bee 100% tomororw Ill mask up and do my job.
Its really hard to find good helpers honestly... Yes we ask for work, but like answer 15 calls per day, schedule anyone who calls for an intake who qualifies. Its not THAT hard really. sometimes things are hard, like clients are absolute assholes and its clear they need help sometimes. S actually got told she was harassing a client because she needed to get her insurance, card for copays and contact information to schedule her.... Its just a WTF moment sometimes. But reality is. Its hard to actually find the right person who can let it blow off their backs, be kind, multitask and just do the job. Its not perfect, but its a kooshy job, which is why H wants to come back. CEO thinks she would just hang out, chat, do school work and get paid for it.. seeing thats what she did the last month. T says im naïve to think she would do different. My mama heart wants to help and his logical mind says, we have two adult children at home who have struggled to find work, One is working the other starts soon and we support THEM. We cant take care of someone else, though im not asking to take care of her. Just look at can we do the job lol.
Logically I know no. But still. I feel like a bad person. Im not. I just FEEL it.
Could be the sick. Im not very logical right now.
Anyway imma go passout.
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