T hurt his foot a week ago. He was doing leg presses and sure the muscles are fine, But the joint not so much. Hes been limping badly and we bought a walking boot. Today he is at urgent care. Its been more then a week. so Needs to be seen to make sure it isnt torn.
I repotted a ton of plants, I brought my huge monstera to work and now my house looks a bit naked.
I repotted a bunch of wandering dude cuttings into a pot. When H left, she took all her plants and one of the therapists ( also a plant person) is moping sadly. So we are gathering enough plants to make her feel better about A. loosing her receptionist and B. Loosing her plant buddies that made that waiting room feel SO much better!
Im doing newborn photos for my coworkers grandbaby later today too. Im trying to see what else i still have prop wise. Not much for babies. I made two hats RQ and got some plain blankets. I dont have any of my scarves anymore, At least not solids. They are all patterned. Oh well I havent done this much in the last few years, It will be fine.
T has arthritis and its flaring up bad. At least hat is what they are thinking. They dont want to do an xray so giving him a steroid and pain meds and see if it clears up.
I just put one of those flimsy ish wire cube shelves together. I put it in the corner and stuffed some yarn in it. I hate it. But at least its somewhat organized for now? I Hate fucking the lack of organization I have. I need fucking good shelves. BUT I have to bin everything because of the wool. FUCKING HATE.
Im sick of the house feeling TOO SMALL all the time. I need to get rid of shit, Or things. Or people. IDK anymore. I need to get rid of hobbies and i lack the willpower to do that, or do the hobbies. And then I have the guilt of, I spent a lot of money. I should be keeping it right. USING IT, rather then wasting it.
Ok for instance, Audra was really into masks and whatnot, So she has a bunch of furry face masks, dino masks ect. She repaints them, we does them all the time. She wanted them to have mesh eyes, So I bought tulle, Hot glued tulle in the eyes of all her masks and we paint the eyes all the time. So I have a big stack of tulle. WTF do I do with the rest seeing she is getting out of wearing masks now.. She has them, but its no longer a repaint thing every weekend. ( Shes into play now, and acrylic pour figurines) So like. This stack of tulle. Clearly I got too much but I was doing two girls worth of masks ( her and her friend) Like what kind of Halloween THING can I make ( that will likely be thrown away because it will be destroyed in the plains winds... ( If you live in the flatlands/prairies, you KNOW) Its not enough to do tulle wrapping/curtains on my bed.
Or I loved sewing, but I suck at it. T bought me a juki serger. Its a pretty expensive one. I serged once and I lost all my mojo for it. For one, I need more space then what I have. For two. IDK what I want to sew... I was making clothes. I kinda still want to. BUT SPACE and to get the space I have to clean a bunch of stuff out of its homes, stash it, Sew, then reallocate things back. Its a lot of work. So i tend to give up ( thank you ADHD and chronic health misery) But it was my birthday gift and it costs a lot of money... So its stashed in my room. I SHOULD just sell it. I hold dreams of quilting someday, and making curtains but now with Joanne's closed. Not many fabric options. (Yes I shop HL and they suck for fabric choices, some of the fabrics are the SAME that I bought when little girl was an INFANT)
ok another one, The cricut. I really wanted that. I had all these ideas i could do this that and the other. You know what i did... cut a few sting rays out for T's car ( and going to do a new decal for his new truck ) and some wraps for my camera and his drone. Thats really IT. I designed a bunch of stuff and never used it. Have plenty of vinyl. Again SPACE. It can ONLY be used on my coffee table and that is where my computer, knitting needles, some spinning wheel stuff, my yarn scissors ect livel Yeah it dosent SOUND like a lot, But its a mess. I do clean it up regularly. But I cant loose my tiny sewing needles or embroidery scissors. I would SOB. ( thank you tism adjacent funs)
I cleaned up some shit and no i dont really feel better for it, Because for everything I clean up, Im reminded at how much I have TO GO. I hate it... sigh.
Ok I gotta leave in a few to take the boy to get his hair cut. So im going to duck out.
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