I set out this morning to make some money, ya know, to survive on. It was fucking dead. I got groceries and came home. They already have our place for rent and we desperately need to find something. We are moving about 1,300 miles away and it’s hard to find something without being there. We have people there to go look but they aren’t always available and a lot of the places are either too expensive, not live able so you’d have to get a permit to hook up water, sewer, and electricity or are too far from everything. I’m starting to freak out. We have about 2 fucking weeks. My boyfriend is wanting to buy a camper and blah blah blah but I really don’t want to go that route unless we have to.
Everyone keeps leaving comments about our jobs. I am self employed and my boyfriend is on unemployment. I am currently putting in online applications and trying to get something lined up so I can start working right after we get there. He does have income and is going to find something once we move. We have the money for 1st months rent and deposit. It would be nice to find one that the first month is free. I definitely appreciate everyone's input but I'm scared out of my mind and the negative comments are going to make me turn the comments off completely.
This is my life and my reality. We have to go somewhere that it’s more affordable to live. Everything is cheaper there and we are struggling hard where we are, just like the rest of the world. I would have help there with my daughter so that I would be able to get a real job and also get an hourly wage. I need to make better money. I’m so tired of how my days have been going and it’s really frustrating because last Summer I made my money working just 4 days a week. Now, I’m leaving my house by 6am almost every morning, putting in nights and a good chunk of the weekend so it’s cutting into my time with my daughter. I’m tired of it. I want a job where I work during the day and I’m home with my daughter in the evening.
I don’t see us getting approved for an apartment because my boyfriend is on unemployment and is always late paying his bills. I completely understand and that’s why we may have to buy a camper and stay in it until we both get regular jobs and are in a better spot to get approved for something. I am even looking at low income places and every where I turn, most of these places are scams. This world is awful greedy and scammy and I completely understand why there’s so many homeless people.

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