I made almost $200 today. I spent $20 on gas and something else. I don’t remember what. It’s been a long ass day, it wasn’t staying steady, and super hot.
I’m really tired and stressed about moving and what it’s going to take to make it happen. I’m also staying mindful of the fact that I’ve survived my whole life up until now and went through the scariest day of my life on Wednesday and I made it so this should be a piece of cake.
It’s letting the landlord know I’m breaking the lease. It’s finding a place there that we can afford and having his Dad help with that because they live where we are going. It’s getting rid of shit and hopefully having room in our vehicles for what we are taking. It’s going to be money. It’s going to be hauling animals well over a thousand miles away. Ugh.
BD wants me to talk to his girlfriend. He messaged yesterday being bossy, disrespectful and trying to get way to big for his shit stained britches. I’m just not interested in talking to yet another girlfriend nor do I care about my daughter seeing him before we leave. I don’t want her to slip up and tell him we are moving for fear that he would keep her from me again.
I want to start making content of my experience being a single Mom with a narcissistic BD. The whole court thing was really stupid on his part. Before he filed for visitation, it probably would’ve been a good idea to have his ducks in a row first. I know that he doesn’t think it’s a big deal to not have a home, car, license and lacking the longevity of employment.
It’s still crazy how they say custody and child support are 2 separate things but it’s not when you go for custody. If you don’t work, not only are you not supporting your child, but you aren’t supporting yourself either. How do you live? It’s funny as hell that he thought he was going to get any custody being in the situation he’s in. You can’t go into a courtroom having absolutely nothing going for you and really think a judge is going to hand you a child that you’ve barely ever been involved with.
He was talking shit to me last night about my job and how he makes more money than me. Yeah and he has absolutely nothing too.
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