We fixed my car..... now Rocky’s car won’t shift .... he was taking a look at it and discovered the transmission fluid was completely empty..... So.... he filled it and finally tried to drive it (this transpired over 3weeks) and it’s still a no go. Likely neglect.... and now a seized transmission because he couldn’t be bothered..... as if that’s not enough.... My car started randomly losing power steering… randomly till it was gone ..... I can’t work like that so Jake and I had talked about buying something cheap ($2000ish) to get me through and Rocky can work on either.... and get one up.....
This morning Rocky took my car to work. Jake has his own schedule and priorities and those have got to come first because this is going to be burden enough. ..... Rocky called me at 5:20 and I rushed out in Jake’s car because Rocky hit a dear … no lights.... he then elected to take the day off.... Jake won’t be back till 4ish.... which is great because Rocky has a Chiropractic appointment at 5:15.
Jake’s been looking online for a car.... sent me a few to look at and is going to be making an appointment to check out an SUV about 15 mins north of us. He has also made an appointment to see his fave used car salesman Wednesday.
The Lyndsey situation is far beyond anything I would deal with. At one point he actually threatened to kill her. IF ever I was OFF with either of my guys I promise a death threat is not going to get you back in my door.... baby or not.
I feel so lost and useless..... I can’t work.... and Rocky’s here today so there’s no income today..... we are already behind..... Oh you guys.... I really think this whole thing was a huge mistake. There is always some drama happening..... Dom texted me “I’m having a tough time” How was I to know that was not only precieved drama and not real but also her telling me she was thinking about cutting? I should have awnsered but I’d just dropped Rocky off and wanted to get to work....not get sucked into something. .... honestly didn’t even know she was a cutter.
I hope to report back that everything is in some kinda workable order but..... when/if..... it’s gonna be a bit. IF Jake helps us get a car I’m now still in the situation of having to take Rocky to work..... I will have to work more as well in order to pay him back.... we will be in debt to him to the high $5000s..... I’m falling apart....
Rocky’s been in bed since we got back this morning. It’s 5 mins to 11am now. Jake left about 7:15 to spend the day with Cian. Nouget’s in the bedroom with Rocky.....
Left over pizza for breakfast/lunch..... then.... after laundry (in dryer now) I’ll get Jake’s sheet off his bed and wash that..... sure deserves more than clean sheets but..... we do what we can right?
Texted the girls (Dest, Lyndsey, Jess) and got my “Can’t get worse.” sentiment...... but (title)
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