Tired 11-03-13 in To Mom

I love you mom I do. I just think im not capable of liking you or being around you anymore. Its funny when im in the UK or several states away from you im perfectly okay with you. My problem is being around you im forced to remember all the things I cant stand about you. From memories growing up or things that have happend between us as ive been an adult. I just dont know what to do with thefeelings I have for you anymore. The hatred inside me is growing stronger. I really do try to focus on the good things about you. Like the fact your good at crafts or that you did baking with me as a child. Then I remember you never prepared me to be a woman. Not once did you ever have the talk with me. Mom you have no idea how embarrassing it was in high school to be called crotch rotte. Then to find out it was just a simple yeast infection. YOU NEVER EVER TOOK ME TO A GYNO ONCE!! I was still going to my pediatrician when I was 16. WTF MOM WHATS WRONG WITH YOU. My friends mother had the talk with me and took me to her gyno. That feeling still hurts even today. What was it your job as a mother was done and I was suposed to know all of this.