Dearest Universe,
How are you? Are you doing well? Been taking care of yourself? I hope so. Me? I don't know how well ive taking care of me. Its soooo fucking hot in the south. Any desire to get up and go just melts away, along with the top layer of my skin. I don't know how anyone thinks the south is a great place to be. Its a sweltering pusspool of sweat, drugs, and diabetes in a cup. I had gotten into the habit of waking up early and going for a walk through town. It helps my back and I was getting into a better routine again than the one I've developed living with my sister and her family. They will all sleep till noon and then do nothing and complain they were so busy the whole day. I fell into their routine and I hate it. But know its gotten so fucking hot the sidewalks wanna melt my flip-flops. I wake up at five thirty and by six its already 85 degrees with humidity so thick you choke on it. I miss living in the northwest. It might have gotten warm but at least I wasn't choking on the air and drowning in sweat by sunrise. Still, I'm going to make myself start getting up earlier again. Do more with my day.
I added more books to my pb. Im hoping I can get more people to buy off of it so I have more I can put into savings. I've also got a bunch of herbs propagated and ready to put into individual containers to sell. I also have a mini monstera I've rooted and is nearly ready to sell. everything I make is gonna go into my savings till I can get about 600/700 dollars. Then I'm gonna get me a cafe off FB marketplace. Itll be ugly most doubt but I really don't care. I just need it to run. Then I'm gonna start instacarting and save more money. Its a long term plan but its a plan and its all mine :) What do you think Universe? I hope its the right one for me.
I'm starting to feel antsy again, getting that running bug. I think it's just the fact that its the south(back on that ik but have a really really deep hatred for the south).I was not made for this part of the globe. Nope, not for me.Id rather be cold and in an area where I don't need a car if I don't want one. I want mountains and snow and rain. thats the weather I need. People complain about the rain of Seattle but that was one of my favorite parts( that and Bitchin Biscuits. That place is awesome). Hopefully, one day, I can make my way back, or at least close. I've had dreams of the Oregan coast. I try not to be too dismissive of my dreams, theyve held too much truth for me in the past.
Regardless, I have plans. Small steps, ik but at least I'm trying to take them.
Life is just a series of stepping stone, right?
Until next time, Universe.
Love Always,
Tarot-Girlie
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