Yesterday was a good day. I liked it. Yuge fan.
There wasn’t anything special about yesterday. I think it is because I had finally recovered from my depression symptoms, so I felt lighter. We met with a pediatrician who came to our office. We want to connect our kids to clinical help, a two-eyed seeing approach. She is looking for the same thing, so we are going to try and find a way to meet in the middle.
Following that, we went on a walk for Missing and Murdered Indigenous Men & Boys. The posters people were carrying made my heart drop. They were so young. It was also 37c yesterday. Naturally, it must be - 37c for the big backs in the office. Look, I found something to complain about!
We left the event early. We had to go pick up our merch that was ready. This was seven months in the making. It felt so good to scratch it off my to-do list. It was nice to see my coordinator and the other mentor so proud of it all. I hadn’t seen them so animated yet. We made it to the finish line! Was the vibe. We are a program now. We have so many applications for our program right now as well. We will be at max capacity soon enough.
I went straight to the park after work to lie in the sun. I waited all year for this weather.
Today, I feel depressed. I am so frustrated. I ordered food while we were out running around yesterday. Anti-inflammation supportive? Never. I know exactly how this will snowball, and I’m just mad at it already. I’ll survive, unfortunately. A lesson I keep needing to learn.
Now I find myself trying to motivate myself to do anything, as always. I made it to the gym, could barely push myself. My heart isn’t in anything right now. I started a new recipe, but I stalled. I’ll pack it up and do it tomorrow. I have a late start today because we take the kids boxing but I want to visit the knowledge keeper that used to have the office next to me. I miss her and she told me that she will be selling her merch at the convention centre today and tomorrow. I’ll swing by before I start.
Anyway, I needed to air this out so I can stop grinding my teeth.
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