I have no friends in just testing

Ever have a day where you ask EVERYONE to come out and no one can.

I know some people will be like oh, now you can have time by yourself - I’m alone all the time.

I also got in a fight with Shauna cause we made plans earlier in the week to hang out today and then after I was dressed and was ready to leave for her house she throws every excuse not to go so I got pissed off.

I then called everyone I knew and everyone had plans or were tired or were broke

So I’m back in my pj’s near tears.

Guess crying yesterday wasn’t enough

I also cried at work when the laminator broke

I’m off my period, usually I’m an emotional roller coaster during period time

Maybe this birth control is making me worse. I Dunno.

I just feel depressed right now.