12:33 AM (Saturday Edition) in Hello

Okay, technically it’s 1:33. Forgot about DST.

Stretched out watching the Psych marathon on HMM and dicking around on Reddit. I finished (finally) The Amazing Maurice. Funny book and now because of it I’m going to start using the word widdle instead of pee cause it’s hilarious.

Made tacos for dinner. So so good but the heartburn blows. Tomorrow (tonight?) steak and sweet potatoes. Wish I had more charcoal. Would grill them and make some veggie skewers.

I made a complete ass of myself to the new friend last night/this morning. King of self sabotage, that I am.

I slept all day so I know I’m not sleeping tonight. I’m getting a bit hungry again but nothing sounds appetizing. Was thinking Ramen since I had heartburn buuut we do have the good ham and turkey (Boar’s Head, deli sliced) and a loaf of the nine grain bread from Publix. 🤔

Decisions decisions…

I’ve been asking myself all night why I crave the destruction. It’s like everytime something good comes along the idiot part of my brain rubs it’s metaphorical hands together and says, “Showtime!” I’ve been over this in therapy several times but keep doing it. I believe that’s called insanity.

Think I’ll go make some food now…

1:28 AM

Jesus the ramen made the heartburn worse! Ate a Tagamut so hopefully relief comes soon.

Court is Wednesday. I’m not sure how I feel about it anymore…

Last updated March 12, 2023