02/22/2022 in Random Public Stuffs

I let my work fall to the wayside after my mom died. I haven’t made moon water, or even much jewelry. I barely wear my stones. I barely remember to put my stones out.

But something gave me a kick in the ass.

The number 2 represents duality…balance. I have not had any for quite some time.

I just had enough.

So, I dug out my stones, I’m trying to clear my room to get my table back.

I got out my shadow work book and my planner.

Then as part of my ritual tonight, I wrote this:

Dear Georgie,

You’ve been through so much in your 41 years of life. You’ve spent a lot of time taking care if people. It makes me wonder if that was a natural part of who you are, or if it was forced upon you.

Gone are the people who’ve constantly told you that crying was a weak thing. Gone are a majority of the toxic people in your life who would and have enforced such bullshit.

Its time to let go of those generational curses. Its time to really feel your emotions. Its time to be really honest with yourself. It’s easy to compartmentalize and stay distracted and “busy” in order to avoid working through your emotions. You tell everyone that emotions are messy, but any sort of destruction is. Old constructs must be DESTROYED in order to make room for something new…something stronger…better.

Let go. Let go of the pain. Let go of the anger. Let go of the guilt. Let go of the Pride and Ego…that’s all preventing you from healing. And just take it one day at a time.

Love, You. Always, and all ways.