Last year this day I will never forget. I put on my starry dress and did my hair and make up. I stood waiting for you to pull into my drive way on your lunch. I stood there with my hands clasped together as that little red car pulled into my driveway and I lost my nerve I started to shake and pace and I smiled uncontrollably. I probably looked as stupid as I do right now just thinking about it. You stopped and got out of your car dressed in clean crisp ACU's and hand me a cup of coffee. White chocolate mocha with an extra shot of espresso from Mocha Dan's. I blushed and blurted "I'll love you forever Now I'm kinda obligated" I knew at that moment I never wanted anyone more then you in my whole life. I gave you every piece of me that day. You made me feel beautiful and amazing like I was the only one in the world.
Now 1 year later. You don't even remember... It's not like it should matter or that I should even care you were never mine and I know I'll never have you I just miss you. My head says I'm over it and that all that mattered was you were here to teach me something but my heart holds onto you like you PCSed yesterday... :'( Distance is so hard....
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