used and objectified in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

so the lady i'd been living w/. she wanted to use me. she wanted to isolate me. she didn't want me to tell people things that had been going on at the house. she wanted to have things her way and didn't listen to my side of things that much.

and I tried. to live by what she wanted and have things her way.

she wanted me to. not be my own person she wanted to take that from me. I guess. I think she wanted me to feel like I was less than that less than a person [I was. her source of income but I feel like that's pretty much all she saw me as. was a source was a........an object] and I know i'm not but I don't really believe that.

I don't feel great about myself lately. well not that I was before so that hasn't changed just where i'm living has. ya know honestly I don't really care to know her side of things. I can guess why she did it but it still doesn't make it right. and it'll never be right objectifying somebody no. the reasons why sound like an excuse to me. I don't want to make excuses for her. that's why I don't care.

the eurythmics were right.