The norm in Thoughts and feelings

The one thing I am afraid of, if I'm afraid of anything at all, is the fact that one day, 15 years from now, I will wake up and realize I have been living an average life. An average house, in an average city with average friends and an average boyfriend. Drinking average coffee, and reading average books. Same routines every day, and have none of the things I wished my life would be. I want to travel to the corners of the earth, no tourist attractions. I want to see the bare beauty of countries, and the parts that are not even beautiful. I want to experience new people, new culture, new food, new creatures, and the raw things a place has to offer. I want to change someones life, I want to make people laugh, I want to be the person that can make anyone smile, even the saddest of sad. I want to learn all the languages I can possibly learn without my head exploding, and I want to learn things from others. I want to learn about other peoples lives, and struggles, as well as I want to come to terms with my own. I want to learn about myself, I want to find myself, and finally be happy with who I am. I do not want a 9-5 office job in a city I cannot stand, surrounded by people who never take the time to look up from their cell phones to say hello. I want a new adventure every single day, and to learn everything I can. I will not be apart of the norm.