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I don’t like being alone like this.

2:27 AM
I didn’t go to work today. Been in a funk and trying to smile through it but here I am, alone with my thoughts.

The job is a mess.
I’m drinking way too much again.

I get paid Friday. I’ll finally pay off Dr. Howell ‘cause I really need someone to talk to.

I’m a mess. Heh.