52#s down from WLS on 12/21- 73#s down from HW in Weight Loss Surgery

295 HW 274 SW 222 CW 180 GW

Well look at me sliding on down the scale this month, after the hell of May.

Yesterday I even had ice cream and a late dinner of cheese tortellini with pesto sauce.

I was stupid and got a cookie overload type Sundae that I couldn’t possibly finish, so then my sister did cause I didn’t want to throw it out but I feel bad about … not making her eat it… but I don’t want to make others fatter by feeding them all my left overs. I mean, she ate her ice cream and then half of mine as well. Emma has some of mine too but I don’t want to make it a habit of making others over eat what I can’t finish, even if I spent $8 on it! If I buy an $8 sundae and can’t finish it, then I have to throw my own money in the trash. Not cause others to over eat.

My eyes are always bigger than my stomach nowadays.

I didn’t have a large amount but I ate really late and so I didn’t expect a loss on the scale today. I love those happy surprises.

My trainer has been really busy these past two weeks, and with my parents cutting down our walks I feel like I’ve been eating more, exercising less and still losing weight. Has hell frozen over?

And I woke up ravenous today! I aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalmost stopped at McD’s for a biscuit and frap. Both are things I rarely ever have. IF I have a fast food breakfast, I like an egg and cheese croissant from BK. I don’t even care about coffee. I never got to McD’s and get an egg and cheese biscuit (Cause I find it messy/crumbly) or a frappe. But that was all over my mind this morning driving into work.

In the end I didn’t and I’m eating my lunch now ,at 8am, cause at least it’s already allotted for in my food app.

A big supporter and speaker of ours is coming into the office today so there may be snacks or a special lunch. Today may just be one of those days., but I’m not super scared about it. Eating wise I mean, cause my sleeve still seems to be working…

I found a FB page today with people who all got sleeved in Dec of 2020 like I did. I searched out people who got it towards the end of Dec like I did. The amount of weight these people are losing super varies. Some people have only lost 30lbs while others have lost over 100. Me losing close to 75lbs seems to be a good pace. I can’t imagine only having lost 30lbs in 6 months. I’m not blaming the person, I’m just saying I’d be sad if it was me.

The point is it’s a life long process. So even if she’s only lost 30lbs, the weight loss should continue for a year or two and she’ll get to goal. I also don’t remember how much she had to lose. I was almost 300#s when I started but there were some who were only 200#s - it depends on their height and BMI etc. Maybe she only has 50#s to lose so she’s over half way there.

Last updated June 10, 2021