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My anxiety appears to be just in my body and not so much in my mind. Not in the front of my mind at least. My gut is where I experience anxiety the most. I went for a run yesterday and I could not burn off that energy. I did three laps of my route and I sprinted for most of the last lap. I could have run a marathon. Toni bought me some cannabis tea and it did a pretty good job at calming my nerves. My anxiety is not unmanagable but the external threats that surround me are wearing me down.

I’m trying to stay connected to the esoteric sciences because it keeps me in better spirits but then thoughts about the failed experiment called Generation X cross my mind. The majority of these feckless people are so irrevocably damaged it ain’t funny. They failed to modernize and become digitally literate enough to inform themselves and they do not possess the brain health and gut health to get discernment on their own. They earnestly believe that nothing is real until their news says so. These freaks of nature are absolute write-offs. Again, they’re so dysfunctional it’s not even funny, it’s disturbing. It is pathetic and they are dangerous. They are ignorant like children and behave as such. If they haven’t woken up already they never will. I can’t respect them, they are zero percent better than those that committed to the propaganda in Nazi Germany. This will be their legacy. They helped grow communism because they were too codependent on a system that stopped serving them. Those Gen X and boomers that are awake to what is going on I value. They provide the generational wisdom that is needed during this turning of the age. The majority of millennials and zoomers are not completely set in their ways, they have a chance. We also share the wound of waiting for our turn to be in control. Those of us who woke up don’t want to go back to normal, it wasn’t working. Try telling Gen X and boomers that lol. Fuck.

How do they fail so hard at thinking things through? These mRNA products are only making some people asymptomatic, after a year of committing to the propaganda that asymptomatic people are super-spreaders, these feckless little worms rush to get an experimental medical protocol (that can only ever fail) because they want to become asymptomatic super-spreaders. They then commit themselves to require boosters for the rest of their lives. Absolute idiots. These super masks, the pseudoscience is that our saliva is so potent with this mythical virus that we have to wear face coverings to prevent the spread. If that was remotely true they would need to swab our mouths instead of our skulls to test for it but nope, they don’t have any aluminum-free brain cells to rub together to think that one through either. I could keep going with unbaking this fake narrative but the moral of the story is that this subspecies will never make it to the truth of anything because they can’t even apply simple logic and reason to push through a little propaganda. They are completely and utterly and irrevocably too demmoralized to process any information on their own.

Germ theory is what we need to be discussing, it’s all pseudoscience and they are in a new system of priestcraft and cannot even see it. Dr. Stefan Lanka debunked germ theory yet again. He used cell-lines and exposed them to various toxic environments and recreated the same damage that this death cult believes comes from viral possession. It’s just a fact that viruses have never been discovered and never will be. Dr. Lanka proved that people don’t catch a virus they make themselves so toxic and deficient that they cannot properly detox. They are not victims, they are irresponsible codependent idiots that allow their doctor priests to directly attack their god-given immunity, their symptoms. Symptoms aren’t the disease they are the cure and these doctor priests either figured it out that they are creating chronic illness so that they can sell medicine to “treat” or they pretend not to know. These freaks are dangerous.

Here in Canada, people have never even heard of Fauci’s e-mails. The rest of the world is committing to the Wuhan lab leak theory while Canada proves, yet again, that we are so far up China’s ass that we are pushing more propaganda that it came from nature. Saying otherwise is racist. These alleged people just go with it. No cerebral constitution of any kind. My seven-day sentence in Facebook jail is up today, I compared the two narratives about the artifact they call covid-19 and I was found guilty of hate speech, naturally.

I have been lashing out by provoking the demented counterfeit Christians. Getting them to show their true colors. They’re vulgar and profane. Jesus is the only way they like to say. They’re so radicalized and can’t even see it. The children of my people are being dug up from residential schools because Jesus was the only way. It is hard to respect this re-legion. Debating these fools is just sport, especially when they are Christian conservatives. They turn into leftists real quick it’s hilarious. I have a pile of books I’m ordering that discuss the true teachings of their Bible. I can connect all cultures to the stars, which is the real word of God that we all used to know. The tower of Babylon is our spines and the language we all spoke was the word of God, Astro logos, astrology. These counterfeit Christians are demented, all I do is keep plugging it all back into the stars and they try and gaslight with their scripture. Then they try and pray for me as if they have authority over me. They have made themselves the measure of good and evil, these fragmented thinkers only create separation, they’re in the way. I don’t hold back. I don’t owe the subverted teachings anything after what they did to us all. Robbed us all of our true heritage and disconnected us from God. We are the bridge to God, we are the measure of the universe. This is what lays at the bottom of the rabbit hole, who we are. These re-legions created this external culture. God is not divided, we are not divided, we simply just need to plug it all back into the stars and you will see how united God is and how united we all are. These demented Christians will forever commit to the messenger instead of the message and create division. We must become whole and holy again. They are not separate from me, I have to keep reminding myself of that. Provoking them is just what I have chosen to do to pass the time. I gave it a rest though.

I really just needed a mean-spirited rant today. These demented Christians keep trying to hijack all the narratives with the content I follow and study. They don’t understand the occult sciences so it must be the devil. That’s how their fragmented thinking works. The occult that runs the world worships Saturn, which has many names but Saturn is not good or bad. The best gifts come from Saturn. I’m ruled by Saturn and I am trying to use the energy of Saturn. I’m weak at determination and willpower. Jesus is not good or bad either, he is the sun. The sun happens to be blasting energy at us off the scales. Trying to wake us up. This sounds way out there, I have the self-awareness to see that. Absolutely everything has been inverted so if one is connected to the Jesuit pseudosciences and is in the upside-down it will all sound like new-age nonsense when I start talking about the stars etc. It’s all good, it will resonate with those that are meant to have it. We need ignorance so that we can know what enlightenment looks like. It’s all about contrast, nothing is separate. All is whole etc. This is what the new agers call the love frequency. Love is oneness. Everything is already here it just needs to fall in place during this golden age. We will re-member who we are. Not everyone is meant to make it.

I’m looking into shamanism, the way it was with my people. It resonates way too much with me. It’s practically what all my learnings are leading up to. I feel a strong need to make it sound less esoteric and more modernized. To make it all palatable for the times. Then be bitchy at people who suck at choices when I need to give advice. I project, that’s what this all is. I am projecting because I have such an innerstanding and I frustrate the hell out of myself and I need tough love so I give it right back. No sugarcoating. This external culture is in the way, it is the old paradigm that is dying. The revolution we need can only be internalized. I got to get on that bandwagon. Assuming I don’t die in a gulag first for refusing to cannibalize a baby for healthcare. Pro-vaxxers are radicalized healthcare extremists that cannibalize babies through vaccines to protect themselves from superstitious beliefs about germs and viral posessions. I cringe at the thought. These are the people who think Jesus is coming to save them. Yup. Anyway, I finally have time and space to myself at home. Better go make the best of it.

Last updated June 20, 2021