Choices in First entry

So after the stupid games with the cell phone, I’m really tempted.to return anything and everything she has gotten for the children. Screw her. She doesn’t get to be the hero that buys cool presents and then turns around and make false claims on me. I’m a bit interested in what she’s thinking. I haven’t said a word. I kind of wish I could be a fly on the wall when this backfires on them.

I honestly can’t believe how easy it is for someone to try and ruin your name. My question I’m fighting with now, is about who I want to be. I bought school pictures and was going to give her half. I haven’t given them to her yet, but my head says I probably will. My thought is that I have to be the bigger person.. granted, once I get this larceny charge dismissed, I’m going to sue the ship out of her for every dime I can, but can’t I do that with a smile as I hand her school pictures of our kids? I don’t know. It’s weird. It makes me smile because there’s a certain duality to that I can respect. Like I want to be ruthless, but I want to hold on to my morals. Maybe I just need to think about it.

Today we are deep cleaning my sons room. He is procrastinating, and in reality, so am. There hasn’t been a good cleaning in his room since we moved in. So, years of toys and clothes that we need to go through and get rid of. I think I’m just going to start throwing away all the old small plastic pieces that don’t go to anything and he hasn’t played with in the last year.

Yesterday was a bit weird. My daughter had a fever of 100.7 - 101.1 and a runny nose. When I got her home, I gave her some Tylenol and allergy medicine right before bed and today she is fine. I checked her heart rate, respiration, energy levels. Outside of a runny nose and low grade fever she was my pricess. Nothing today. She is going strong.

OK, time to go. Just need we to vent a little.

Thanks,

Adam