Therapy in just testing

So Will finally got to explain to the therapist his butt issues.

She was immediately saying that something is WRONG and that he needs a second opinion. He refused to go to another doc.

She said he should get check out again but he just had his current doc check him out like a week ago and the doc gave no new news or information.

She said that if someone is asking for more Percocet and he’s refusing then he isn’t taking his pain seriously and he should go somewhere else. Will won’t.

He also admitted her to her he’s ben short with me and complimented me 100x calling me an angel. I’d rather he stopped being short with me instead of complimenting how I put up with it. His apologies really mean shit to me no, just stop doing shit.

The therapist fully agreed that I can leave if I’m feeling disrespected. No one’s pleasant to be around when they’re ill but it’s no excuse for disrespect.

After the session he took a good hot shower and now (almost 130pm) he feels better. But not well enough to visit his family or anything. So I’m gonna see Emma’s first soccer class. I wasn’t sure if I’d be able to go because I thought he’d want to see his family today.

After the soccer thing I’m going back home to Will. We’ll veg. He’s exhausted. He has black bags under his eyes. It looks like he cried his mascara off and obviously he doesn’t wear any. It’s just terrible.

In other news I donated a buncha clothes and shoes to Emma’s school drive. Glad to get those bags out my house!

ALSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I finally booked the sensory depravation POD OMFG SO EXCITED. I don’t know WHHHHHHHHHHHHHHY I think this will be so cool but ever since I learned about these things I’ve just been super excited to get in one.

I’m going with a friend from HS that I hardly if ever mention here cause she’s no drama. She’s a mom of 2 girls and currently lives kinda upstate NY with her hubby.

What’s kinda funny is that A MILLION years ago (in my early 20s) I was set up with her husband. She was dating some loser and this guy was his best friend. It was a kinda blind date and when I saw him he just wasn’t for me. Not saying he’s ugly just not my type. So it was one date.

After she broke up with the loser (or he broke up with her) the best friend swooped in and they’ve been together ever since. I was not at all upset and it was no awkward to hang out with them.

Her husband also had a weight loss surgery. She actually didn’t and lost like 100lbs with WW and exercise.

I don’t know HOW she did it. I don’t know how she had the will power/motivation. But she did it all on her own.

In HS she was super skinny and small - she’s barely 5 ft and then she gained a buncha weight with her 2 pregnancies and for a long while just let it go. Then her kids started getting chubby and she wanted to be a good example so she did it for them. Her kids a still a little chubby but they do work out with her.

ANYWAY she said she het about it too and wants to do it but she’s doing a float pool so it’s not totally dark and isn’t enclosed but she’s still alone.

Then me, her, and whoever else is available will do lunch.

I dunno if it will be indoor or outdoor.

I kinda figured since she’s traveling to me and her old home town that I’d let her choose. Maybe there’s an old restaurant she’s been missing or something since she moved. She’s been eating indoors already so she may want to do that but now with this vaccine - she’s vaccinated too - I feel ok with it…

OH I also forgot to tell you I had 1/2 cup of wine yesterday! My sis is always pushing liq on me and I just said yes. I felt no effect. If it did anything it made me feel tired but I’m always tired and I ate a lot there today too. My sis made burger and fries and onion rings. I had like 90% of the burger and 2 onion rings and 1 fry - plus wine.

That’s actually a lot for me, to almost finish a burger in 1 sitting?

Last updated April 17, 2021