Cautious with my optimism in Current Events

Tomorrow Toni and I are going to window shop at IKEA. I am finally starting to get hyped about the apartment. I am trying to feel hyped about work also because it’s going well but I have that damn existential dread about lockdowns. This time las year I was just getting momentum in my life when the con-19 transfer of wealth hit and took everything while the covid cult demanded more and more sacrifices because they’re bad rotten people who literally would have been the same people demanding that Jews get on those trains in 1940 Germany. Those people in 1940 Germany also believed that the Jews were spreading disease. Propaganda is still highly effective, apparently. This time it’s actually intelligent people who are “spreading disease.”

Ontario just went into a lockdown and the hardware stores are closed this time. I believe? My franchise is anyway. My province is not pretending to be drowning from a made-up variant this round. So far. That gives me .17% hope. It was even on the Conspiracy News Network, CNN, that the window to incentivize people to take the con-19 lethal injection is closing because of the new wave of CS (Common Sense). States are reopening and there is no carrot anymore, people are going to be free with or without the vaccine. We’ll see if the constitution holds and kills that vaccine passport on site, as it should. Their constitution is not built to allow a communist regime. Meanwhile Ontario is building field hospitals for that imaginary virus and it’s imaginary variant and Trudeau is unlawfully arresting people and kidnapping people who are not guilty of anything. Man, Tucker Carlson read Trudeau for filth the other day. It was glorious but depressing.

A mandated vaccine is what would pull the rug from under me. It’s like when they called gas chambers showers in 1940 Germany. They’re calling this lethal injection a safe and effective vaccine. It’s dogmatic, people’s belief in mainstream healthcare. I’m not taking it. These people are going to start dying in September/October. Those who survived the shock from the insertion will start to fall apart later this year. Along the way they will shed those poisons and that mRNA. They will be absolutely toxic to each other. I get so angry that they voluntarily brainwashed themselves and then I just get so sad because even though these out of touch idiots are a danger and burden to society they still don’t deserve it. It’s not hard to slip into their paradigm of information, they think they’re doing the right thing. They just don’t want to believe that their news and government would lie to them. They want to go back to their way of life, the one of fake everything. That joke about removing all the warning labels to let the idiots wipe themselves out is not funny anymore.

I miss my computer. I did everything on there. I’ll be reunited soon enough. I am prepared to start looking for a second job. My resume is on there. I also want to find a gym near my new place. Then look into school for the summer. It’s hard to focus because of the dread, I feel like I can’t get too attached. Like I have to be prepared to leave at a moments notice. I am mentally preparing myself to immigrate to America. To one of the freedom loving states that is not run by the CCP. Blah.

Not much going on these days, in my life that is. My NoFap is going well, no more pornography. I did have a funny moment with a customer, I accidentally said fleshlight instead of flashlight. Luckily he didn’t notice lol. Freudian slip? I want to be free from my desires so I can govern myself. That’s the goal.

Whatever, I need to find a way to disconnect from this 3D. This is Passover weekend, I know it’s not about a literal Jesus. It’s obviously one part paganism, celebrating fertility but it’s mostly an allegory of achieving Christ consciousness. The oil in our spines (which is more like a vinegar now because we rot our bodies), once heaved up to the pineal gland, will remain dormant for two days before it activates your entire brain. His apostles are the Zodiac signs and wandering luminaries. It’s all so obvious. I will study up on the hermetics today. Then try and mediate. I was talking with somebody, online, who is in Germany and he started sun gazing and he managed to transfer his consciousness into the sun. This stuff seemed like crazy talk before I started to learn about the old sciences that is being kept from us. Anyway, on with my day now I guess. I am visiting my niece and nephew later today. I miss them lots.