He seduced me in my favorite way. Wrapped in a lyrical bliss and comforted my heart with the beat of "New Age". Music has more then just it's lyric meaning it has emotion tied into it. The sound of the lead guitar the half beats the whole best the step one two. In a good song you can feel the emotions the song was written around.
I honestly believe that music is a bridge into the heart just like eyes are the windows into someone's soul. He opened my heart and I gave him a piece of my soul.
He knew just how to touch my soul and the things to say to make me love him just a little bit more. I didn't want to I slipped I let him have me and now I scream in the dark. He doesn't talk to me like he use to. And just when I think his forgotten me he sends me a new song that lights my heart on fire and makes me want to love him more.
Maybe I'm broken and stubborn. Maybe I'm not good at letting go and I know that my feelings for him are wrong and I shouldn't have them but he makes being bad so good. Maybe I'm just hurting myself but I'll accept that because the only person who can hurt me is me.
It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt less knowing that I could just be a game and I know I'm only his back up plan. Most people would tell me to turn tail are run leaving him in the dust but something tells me he may need me more then I think I need him.
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