Today I woke up feeling only two things.
Anger
and
Emotionally Cold.
That’s… not a great way to wake up. I’m wondering if it is because this is “back to work after a Holiday”… the whole concept of today I deal with Children in Need, Juvenile Delinquents, and the rest of the week with Criminals… or if it is something else. Because I wouldn’t be surprised if it was something else!
Just… this feeling of a black gloved fist around my heart.
I don’t like being closed off in that Corporate Attorney “feelings are for off-time” sense. But maybe this is the way I need to be. Openly caring for others hasn’t exactly worked out in my favor.
Between hearings today, I need to clean my desk. They put in different tables in my office over the holiday so now my office is mostly tables. Something to deal with.

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