For John, Rest in peace in Year 24

Well my friend John passed away on Friday. My goodness it's hard to believe. He is literally the MOST beautiful soul. The kindest person I've ever met. He was so welcoming to everyone he ever met. He was so much fun. The first time I ever met him I was at the lake with my friends and he was at the lake with his friends and he threw me in the lake. Omg, I was like who the hell is this person throwing me in the lake?! John. My gosh we laughed so hard, he thought I was someone else. He then apologized profusely and we still couldn't stop laughing. Then we started working together a few years later. It was an instant connection between us. When we were working together it was non-stop laughs. We would feed off of each other. He made work bearable. He was very protective of me, well all of his friends. But he HATED Andrew, and can we blame him? He had my back though, and after Andrew and I split he was there for me. We actually lived next door to each other for about a year, while I was with Andrew, so we weren't "allowed" to talk. Now that really puts my life into perspective, I have been working so hard at forgiving myself for being with Andrew, and then something like this happens where I'm looking back at my mistakes. Sigh. I can still hear his voice and his laugh in my mind. John, you are SO loved, and will always be. Rest easy my friend.