Hopeless in Current Events
- Oct. 22, 2020, 7:55 p.m.
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Kyle got back to me, he and Evan do not have a way to create space for me. My mother officially said that she can’t help either. It’s Leanne’s birthday weekend so I’m not going to confirm her offer until Monday. I have that job interview tomorrow and if I end up at Leanne’s I don’t know if it is worth the commute. Literally she lives on the opposite end of the city and it’s for a part-time position, 16-20 hours a week. I can barely lift my arms I have been feeling so crushed since yesterday. It’s like I’m wearing led. I’ve never been so shafted or helpless and hopeless. I don’t know what to do. I just don’t. If I figure something out I don’t think I owe it to my family to stay in touch. It’s vindictive but I don’t think I’ll be able to forgive and forget this. I’ve always been the first one there for them and this disappointment is too much.
Chaz ⋅ October 22, 2020
What happened to your arm? I didn’t see that entry.
TL Chaz ⋅ October 22, 2020
Nothing happened to my arm, I'm just depressed and feel heavy #Awkward lol
Chaz TL ⋅ October 23, 2020
Not really that awkward. When you consider the way that modern society is structured and how much it differs to our primitive lifestyle that we spent hundreds of thousands of years being accustom to, it’s actually more surprising that everyone in the world isn’t depressed all the time.
TL Chaz ⋅ October 23, 2020
agreed!