So as you may know, when the holidays come Will’s work schedule gets busier.
So that last weigh in date we had set up now has to be rescheduled for a later date.
Disappointed doesn’t even cover it.
I don’t know how long from the last weigh in that the doc and insurance agree on a surgery date. So I don’t know how long my surgery will be delayed from this one appointment being pulled back but I was really down when hearing I’d have to push back the weigh in.
I didn’t make a big deal to will, I just mean internally.
So of course I turned to my cards.
My cards never tell me “the future”, they just make me think. Give me perspective. And the message was:
Don’t give up. The universe knows best and if my surgery is pushed back it’s for the best.
Who knows, maybe someone else needs that date more than me.
A year from now this delay isn’t going to matter, right?
What I need to do is visualize my end result without being attached to the how / when.
More time means more info, fact gathering - which I am still doing. I am still on wls pages every day reading other people’s experiences.
And of course be grateful for everything I have. Health, love, money, home, family, job, etc. .
In the end no one said the surgery was canceled. It’s just a little bump in the road to getting there. I can’t fall to pieces because I still do believe were getting the surgery.

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