Breakup in Journal 2020

I had a nightmare about it and I can’t sleep. I felt like crying, my chest hurts abs I feel like sobbing. It was so real, I had to check my dms to make sure it wasn’t. I miss Calin, I try my best to get over him but I can’t it hurts. I have nightmares about it or worse dreams that feel so real about us still being together. I’m scared he’s found someone already. I’m terrified.