Better in First entry

Today I’m stressed, but thankfully it’s only from the pile of work I have to complete. I feel like I am seeing the light of a bright future.

This morning came early and we got up and did our normal work week routine of drinking coffee, reading our Bibles and starting the day together. I think she is seeing the possibility of a future together. I still have my fears and concerns. I never want to get to that point again and if she does ultimately decide to go, I will still be broken, but I have done everything I can. I will love her more than she will ever know. Now it’s time to build on what we have started and keep our momentum.